A New Day

Since the heaviness I last wrote about was so short-lived, I thought I had better update my blog. I have told several friends this already. The morning following the night of sadness and grieving, I woke up with the realization that although I was sad over some of the reactions, I did not feel fear. (I mentioned that in a comment following my last post.) I began to think about what a miracle God has done for me in taking away my fear and anxiety. And my sadness turned to sheer joy. I became almost euphoric at the realization that I was no longer afraid of people and their criticism or even their rejection. I have been rejoicing ever since.

As I began to write this post, a song popped into my head. I haven't sung or thought about this song in years. It's a song we sang in my old church, but it really has more significance for me today than it ever did in the past.

Look up and rejoice
A new day has begun
Look all around you
See what the Lord has done
He has turned your darkness
into a glorious light
It's the dawning of a new day
And the future's so bright.